Please don’t act good

I got some good advice from my mom today, don’t be rude and please don’t act good when you’re not good actually. She’s getting upset because of my aunt. Supposedly we meet and greet today together dear Aunt before raya and mama can pay money for kuih raya to and give her some berkat raya such as foods or not for this year. But unfortunately, my Aunt just being selfish. She come to our house quickly when we are at Pasar and she off to other place without meeting. Mom called her back why can’t she call before coming to house. This message has been stated before today message.

What a type of not close relative, even if I had chance to keep close with this kind of cousins or relative, I rather to be not nice. It is good time to meet together when long time have not meet with other but overall it’s awkward but please don’t forgot to smile even you feel that awkward. I don’t like this kind of people when they can act good to everyone but the reality is not. Improve yourself, you’re not little kid need to teach what things need to do. oh btw, that advice is to my own self. Unlucky to me, this year I help out my friends’ sale kuih raya, but now I am the one don’t get any benefits with it. What I mean is, my friend should be considering me with the sale amount of kuih raya. She assume that I would bank in total RM240 SAHAJA in her account CIMB. Please be considerable. We’ve been friends since diploma but now I knew, she’s not the good friend that I should have.

To my Aunt and my friend named, Mak mah and Intan, Thanks for not helping out. May Allah help to pay your all kindness.

Ps-Upset Dayah, salam Syawal, please be good with me and hopes you get a lots of duit raya.

Courtesy of picture google duit raya

Old messages from fesbuk

Ini dalam fesbuk around 2009. boleh klik. Message lelaki gedik yang penah aku dapat-la, haha, sila delete semua message lama anda dalam fesbuk okay, nak tahu apa aku buat lepas dapat message cani, unfriend. cinta muka buku memang xcool. this is all rubbish

I’ve met this guy when i was around form 4-5 because of coming to tuisyen-lah, I’m forced to got to know this guy because he is working there as the driver lah, but somehow i always feel strange whenever or every time he’s watching me, and after I finished my SPM, i got into college and lost all contact and btw he’s not my friend actually, but he’s just my other pak cik that i used to hormat him. He’s not anyone to me but just pak cik, okay pak cik van pegi balik ke tuisyen, ok bai.

Ps- Tuisyen ke Tuition supposedly to spell in english, lantaklah alahai

Useless

Happy Ramadhan on 19th-day,

Today is Monday, i got excited monday ay and that’s not funny, to tell the truth is i brush myself early morning before the class should start, and i am trying to change myself to every class early today. It was okay but then i felt some strange feeling back thinking where are my other friends because of looking at the time, there were not no friends i’ve known around the class.

Suddenly i message my friend name kak nik, she’s super senior in our class that age around 26, I asked “pukul berapa kelas bims,”, she answer back, “hari ni xda class”.

Oh poor you dayah, coming class with good effort today but useless, I should always try ask friends before coming to class, is there a class or what so ever,

Please don’t do this at me again, please always be alert, then you would not get dissapointed. again i’m coming to class but there’s no classes, equals to useless.

Bye

Nothing personal

As time goes on, apa ek aku nak kata makin cepat masa berjalan, makin banyak kita dapat banyak pengalaman, cepat je masa tu pergi macam angin, kita kena belajar menghormati orang tua ye kan, apa sahja la bila kita bercakap dengan orang ke sesiapa saja, kita kena faham dulu apa dia tanya, pendek kata cakap gunakan akal.

I got laugh from my brother’s attitude today,

he is getting 25 this year but doesn’t act like what his age is. He was driving mama’s car today and mama was sitting beside him. Mama give him lecture when are you going to save money when you always get iftar outside with friends, and when are you going to hear mama’s advice, blablabla such as to use the same direction to get to our home easily. Then, they got fight together on that small issue because of my mother little nagging. My mama was upset and said “kau berdosa dengan mama”

My brother just ignore what was mama saying and he get upstairs quickly. Back at that evening, he said sorry to mama, and hopefully he does not fight and answer on every or each advices mama said. it suppose to be good advice to his own future. For sure mama lecture to what the best needs for her kids,right?

You’ve got to be patient

Salam ramadhan for 18th day we have puasa.

It’s raining now, and I guess everyone might get some sleep for a while. Rest and sleep for peace. HEHE. Let me explain, what did I did for today in this entry. You might noticed my entry should be in English as what I am trying to learn to improve myself with good English..and so on.

It’s Thursday, and I got ONE exam International business for today afternoon. I got out from home today early about half an hour to get myself not coming late to the class. The class was okay but the exam was upredictable. It was hard to answer by answering the real questions are. I can’t believe that I just answer that subject with a piece of paper and didn’t finish to answer. It’s terrible and bad. Can’t score for this Test One. and I hope you’ll get passed and flying colours. Amin.

I got another job on myself to do something, and after classes I went to the Bank CIMB and learn to use ATM machine to bank in money. I bank in to the loser man name ffaz. For this entry information, I did find one web designer and he is the one that help me to my work. He supposedly need to help me on my project to be finished. But I’m not really interested or impressed to his work and it results me to frustration. Maybe it’s my fault on learning with this type of man. I don’t need to learn with this kind of people actually because of had to. He’s kind of strict and no sense of humor and sensitivity to me and use everything ym with kasar to me. I’m frustrated to this thing the real is.

I tried to ym him and be good today but unlucky to me when I try to continue our last topic if I get a job to him from one guy then I can get his services that charge around RM 50. This thing is playing on my head and you got to be kidding me for looking him a job and entertain him doing his work. He’s such a bad one person I’ve ym. Better I give him RM150 if I don’t get him real job. Life is not so good that you really want is. I am learning to be patient and patient.

Ya Allah, help me and guide me to be better person. Amin

Ps- You cannot try to be friendly when you don’t know the starnger really is, just keep yourself patient and patient

My head is not good

A lots of thing I've been thinking like mad and still spinning in my mind. About 5 think that made my day was bad. And purposedly causing my head is spinning around. Please give me good health and others,

- First, my Final year project is still in a progress and messy, because of my title project that should be related to business and IT sort of e-commerce, I just found out that my each chapter are getting worst. I made my mind to stick with research project rather than system prototype but unfortunately, my second assessor told me that it should be in a system and you should prepare for it.

- I got worried about my presentation and academic class. Furthermore, the FYP project is still haunting me to do as fast as you can because running time.

- I am fasting but somehow I just knew that something is not good, and yes today i'm period. I break my puasa in my room with drinking water and eat some biscuits and open my laptop to get my mood to do on FYP again correctly.

- I got bad dreaming of my mom is laughing at me because of my own boobs. Dreaming is like an imagination. Whatever

- I need to find one expert person in web design. Ya Allah please help me

Ps- Ya Allah please forgive my mistake for letting the time gone so fast and if I am not the ONE appreciating the hours that you have given, Ya Allah please guide me to the right track in my life and do a correct project. Ya Allah please protect my Bak in Oman, please protect my families here and happy always as we can. Amin

Birth-day pakcik chan comel

I guess i would like to start writing in English through this entry and so on. It would be great and helping myself on improving my english and others. Yesterday was pak cik chan comel birthday. Actually abang chan was cool and sporting person. His birthday on 25th July. I was like a stalker to his Facebook before this, because I like his attitude. but not anymore. I respect him. He’s still young and single but I understand he must be un-available. He is the type of handsome guy and friendly to everyone. Back to the story telling that I wished him a happy birth-day. Before that, I opened his Facebook wall and watch each wishes came from his friend. So, I started to type a comment and said to someone’s wall:

N: lama xketemu.happy birthday.(there’s another wish before me, and it was his friend that i’ve met)

Hidayahjamal: “tumpang lalu, happy birthday chan:) (I just interfere this wall purposely)

Chan: “terima kasih. Sayang korang berdua (He comment it back and fast)

I click on my mouse with like to his comment and never answer it back

H: I love you too chan (actually i would like to answer but never had guts about it..he’s just like a brother and kind, good gentleman)

Happy birthday Abang chan, may Allah bless you and may you find to search the beauty girl for your wife, he’s 27 in this year. For the last year, he had treat my friend, Umairah and me at the gardens, Midvalley at the Italianese restaurant (that was my first time eating there). And we gave him yellow card for a thank you. I hope he would treat me a cake or a card saying that he’ll married soon. I also gave him a present for the last time we met at Dataran Merdeka, gave him frame with Yuna, a bag with cute snow ball, I miss to meet him, this should be a secret, okbai :)

Pic were taken: on his birthday last year 1/8/2010 when we met and gave him our yellow card, abang kacak boleh belanja kan cake tak :P