Q: How did you meet him

Today is Friday, and alhamdulillah. Kelas talking English is still going on and I didn’t come late. But there’s a new student. Lawa cantik manis dan semua sayang and I can see it really. Semestinya menjadi kesukaan dan pilihan student dan teacher yang lain. Aku makin kekok sebab dilayan berbeza daripada dia. Ya Allah, berani kan aku untuk bercakap dan perbaiki kelemahan dalam diri aku. So, I need to speak up to everyone with properly and clear so that everyone can understand. I noticed there’s a weaknesses and comparison between me and that new lawa girl. Her name is Poli..and she had good look like the Korean actors.So that's how I meet another new girl learning to talk in English

It is lucky you..poli because when you just enter class the other friends talk you with open. Comparing to my first time enter class, I just go with the flow and tried to talk and do my very best to adapt in that environment and learn English same like others with what I can do.

But it’s okay, even though I feel a bit low self esteem and I’m again alone and no one likes me. It’s a bit bored today, and I tried to be it in a good day. Lepas kelas, aku tak rasa happy sebab tergugat dengan pelajar baru. Actually, you should be friends la. But I don’t know why because I felt a bit tertinggal and idle, and after finished class I get straight to home. Supposedly I stop by Ampang point and look some books and do mailing. But I forgot about it and feel moody. 


At home, I was bored and asked Kak Ida suddenly on how her first met with her husband.
Mula-mula rasa macam nak tanak tanya. Tapi aku tanya ngan sms jela. But rupanya dia call handphone aku. Aku tak mau angkat sebenarnya call kat handphone. So dia call through telefon rumah. Yang tu aku terus angkat sebab nombor rumah punya bayaran takdela setinggi nombor handphone. Alasan..padahal malu nak cakap sebabnya aku dah mula tanya pasal love. I’m not use to it but I’m learning..Jodoh takkan datang bergolek, tapi kena ada usaha. Tapi kan bagus kalau lelaki yang mulakan dulu. Ini kan aku yang terhegeh-hegeh nak berkenalan dengan Fatah. Cakap sepatah, 10 patah jawab. Pastu takde idea nak ceritala.
Mengikut cerita Kak ida dia kenal abang Zaid dia (suaminya) masa kat kolej, nak temankan kawan dia nama Yanti amik sijil. Time tu kak ida tumpang la kereta abang Zaidi sebab nak temankan kawan nya nama Yanti. Pastu dah teman pegi makan..masatu  bertiga. Lepas tu Abang Zaidi start calling Kak ida. Sengaja nak call tanya Yanti..padahal ada hati dengan kak ida. So dorang start keluar bersama pastu tunang, pastu kawin. Kata kak ida, dorang kenal masa berkawan tak lama..maksudnya tu serius relationship.

Ps- Aku dah mula mengkaji satu perhubungan masa bercinta antara awak dan dia, so siapa nak start dulu..kita kena berkawan sebab itu lah satu permulaan yang penting