Interview Day

Alhamdulillah Friday is the good day and so on.

Today morning, I got one called interview from CIMB bank then I said that okay I’ll come on 10.45 morning. At first interview with the people were okay but then, I felt that this is quite challenging position whether you can accept and do it or you can just let it go. I felt a bit down and thinking again. If I accept that job, I’ll have a job and get stressed out but if I don’t try that job still not working again. Then coming to class like doing the other same work. It’s hard but you need to decide and learn. This is your life and you know what you want. I get back home and the branch manager give me his card and told me to contact him if I’m interested to the job.

Back at home, I tell my mom about the interview and she advice me to try other job. I was thinking from my other friends that can help me to know the scope job of CIMB, and then my mom suggest me to call Kak Siti who work with MAYBANK. But at first, I called Yana which works with CIMB at Kl tower and she saids that post job is hard. I was sad a bit and thinking to do other job. When my mom called Kak Siti on behalf of me, I was touched and hopefully there’s a chance to work with big company. Who knows..

Second interview is to Habib Jewel on 3pm but unlucky. The receptionist was not friendly and I was not ready to get on walk in interview. I just take their form and get straight back to other place looking other things to do. I went to the Cash converter shop and actually was waiting from my friend named Fadilah which is still in interview at that moment.

I found accoustic guitar about RM 116, and I’m thinking to buy one at that shop. But then, I remember to keep your priority things to do. So I just get out from the shop. And go back home.

Ps- It’s hard to understand everything around us, what a day…do not rushing to what you don’t know what is coming because you don’t know what is coming up. I’m  in a learning process..that’s life :)

Q: How did you meet him

Today is Friday, and alhamdulillah. Kelas talking English is still going on and I didn’t come late. But there’s a new student. Lawa cantik manis dan semua sayang and I can see it really. Semestinya menjadi kesukaan dan pilihan student dan teacher yang lain. Aku makin kekok sebab dilayan berbeza daripada dia. Ya Allah, berani kan aku untuk bercakap dan perbaiki kelemahan dalam diri aku. So, I need to speak up to everyone with properly and clear so that everyone can understand. I noticed there’s a weaknesses and comparison between me and that new lawa girl. Her name is Poli..and she had good look like the Korean actors.So that's how I meet another new girl learning to talk in English

It is lucky you..poli because when you just enter class the other friends talk you with open. Comparing to my first time enter class, I just go with the flow and tried to talk and do my very best to adapt in that environment and learn English same like others with what I can do.

But it’s okay, even though I feel a bit low self esteem and I’m again alone and no one likes me. It’s a bit bored today, and I tried to be it in a good day. Lepas kelas, aku tak rasa happy sebab tergugat dengan pelajar baru. Actually, you should be friends la. But I don’t know why because I felt a bit tertinggal and idle, and after finished class I get straight to home. Supposedly I stop by Ampang point and look some books and do mailing. But I forgot about it and feel moody. 


At home, I was bored and asked Kak Ida suddenly on how her first met with her husband.
Mula-mula rasa macam nak tanak tanya. Tapi aku tanya ngan sms jela. But rupanya dia call handphone aku. Aku tak mau angkat sebenarnya call kat handphone. So dia call through telefon rumah. Yang tu aku terus angkat sebab nombor rumah punya bayaran takdela setinggi nombor handphone. Alasan..padahal malu nak cakap sebabnya aku dah mula tanya pasal love. I’m not use to it but I’m learning..Jodoh takkan datang bergolek, tapi kena ada usaha. Tapi kan bagus kalau lelaki yang mulakan dulu. Ini kan aku yang terhegeh-hegeh nak berkenalan dengan Fatah. Cakap sepatah, 10 patah jawab. Pastu takde idea nak ceritala.
Mengikut cerita Kak ida dia kenal abang Zaid dia (suaminya) masa kat kolej, nak temankan kawan dia nama Yanti amik sijil. Time tu kak ida tumpang la kereta abang Zaidi sebab nak temankan kawan nya nama Yanti. Pastu dah teman pegi makan..masatu  bertiga. Lepas tu Abang Zaidi start calling Kak ida. Sengaja nak call tanya Yanti..padahal ada hati dengan kak ida. So dorang start keluar bersama pastu tunang, pastu kawin. Kata kak ida, dorang kenal masa berkawan tak lama..maksudnya tu serius relationship.

Ps- Aku dah mula mengkaji satu perhubungan masa bercinta antara awak dan dia, so siapa nak start dulu..kita kena berkawan sebab itu lah satu permulaan yang penting

Random recipe and today is today

I just open on one blog and i noticed a doctor blog, her entry was so-so and kind of interesting to do, but here i found her recipe of nasi ayam penyet, please google if you don’t know that kind of easy food:

The ingredients:

1. cili segenggam- besar dan kecil pandai2 la adjust nak pedas camana
2. belacan
3. bawah putih 2 ulas
4. bawang merah kiut2 dalam 3 ulas
5. minyak 

cara2:

1. goreng semua bahan2 dengan minyak. hati2 tau cili tu pom pom.
2. dah masak agak2 korang, jangan garing tau, korang pindah la masuk blender or lesung batu
3. apa lagi, giling la or blend sampai halus

Done

“okay yang penting tu kan sambalnya.” > her entry says like it is easy to make, but for me..do you think i can handle this or what –.* and some features or add on what she says > “jadi korang sila la sediakan ayam goreng, tempe goreng, terung goreng, ape2 jela yang korang suka goreng untuk dimakan bersama sambal ni”

“jangan lupa lalapannya - ulam la maksudnya. biasanya yang dimakan dengan tempe penyet ni adalah timun batang, kubis, kacang panjang, daun kemangi.
dah..makan dengan nasik panas2. nak sedap lagi , makan dengan kicap sket. opss kicap dari indonesia tau. contohnya kicap Bango atau kicap ABC yang dah masuk ke Malaysia”

Just for sharing, if i did manage to do this recipe successfully  i’ll capture picture, so that’s all, bye

Ps- Today, i’ve started study Quran with Imam Amru

Menangis kalau ikutkan emosi boleh buat aku marah

Hari khamis tu hari pendaftaran last semester aku kat kolej, aku harap aku takkan lalui sesi pendaftaran kolej lagi, sejak semester yang lepas dan lepas, aku tak penah la datang seawal yang aku sangka, aku datang time 8, register start pukul 9, semangat nya kau.

Aku ingatkan datang awal boleh la senang daftar pastu balik kejap nanti datang balik pukul2 ada taklimat FYP, rupanya tak. Aku ditahan sebab tak bayar duit yuran tunggakan rm6 280, itu baru baki duit yang sepatutnya aku dapat duit pinjaman tapi dorang xcover, setakat ni aku dah pinjam PTPTN, MARA, PAMA (parents) , pastu aku baru tahu aku dapat dana YPM RM3000 yang tu free tak yah bayar.

Aku nak cerita yang aku sangat marah pada diri sendiri, sebab hati yang lembik ini menangis, sebab aku kena tahan nak daftar dengan duit tak ada pastu nak bayar macam mana dengan yuran tangguh-tangguh tu, nak sambung belajar nex sem, maka aku ter-menangis lepas orang kewangan tu macam nak makan aku. Mungkin tu kerja kewangan, kewangan memang orang yang membosankan. Bukan aku tak nak bayar, first student, duit bukan main-main, parents aku ada hal masing-masing, lepas kena tahan dalam bilik konsultasi tadi aku rasa macam nak daftar besok, tapi aku kuatkan hati ini.

Aku tak jadi balik, aku mesej bak kat Oman tolong bayarkan duit yuran dalam bulan ini, memang lah aku sedar aku banyak sangat menyusahkan mama ngan bak, aku harap aku dapat balas balik jasa besar mama dan bak, sedih menangis sendirian time tu, aku tak dapat nak tolak menangis aje lah masa masuk kat dalam bilik konsultasi balik, aku cakap kat orang kewangan tu, minta maaf sebab saya ter-menangis, TERIMA KASIH!

Aku sebenarnya tak suka menangis, sebenranya jangan biarkan diri anda diselami emosi, fikirkan yang positif, xada apa yang senang, so terima je lah, kau dah nangis kat kolej, nanti jangan pulak menangis kat rumah.
Leceh kan kalau orang yang kuat nangis ini. Aku la tu, nak marah tak boleh, redha saja lah, aku sampai rumah lepas kat kolej semua dalam pukul 5, Sekian.